had an experience as i slipped off to sleep the pther night where i again had a face rush up at me from the blackness. it freaked me out so much that i jumped myself (mentally) out of sleep to get away, something i haven’t ever consciously been able to make happen.
the face was melty, gray and deathlike, with something in its mouth like metal bars or a screen, not teeth at least that i could see. its eyes were hooded and its nose was sort of freeform. but it was very detailed.
i’m not sure why exactly, despite its unpleasant appearance, i was afraid. could be just that i didn’t like having something rush up at me like that and simply reacted. but it felt like there was something else to my fear response. so i’ve been thinking often of an episode that prolly lasted all of thirty seconds.
the same night i dreamt of boundaries in the form of a fence and border to my yard that i came home to find a loved one had destroyed. i completely went crazy with anger, as i always do in such dreams, and went to confront, question, and possibly injure the person responsible. the funny thing is that until that night i never realised these dreams were about boundary issues, tho that seems glaringly obvious now.
last night i was exhausted and in pain and fell into a very deep sleep that isn’t conducive to fancier dreaming. but i did dream twice of being told and shown about energy by ppl i haven’t discussed it with before. one was my brother and he made these lovely energy images appear before us as he spoke. only all the energy was completely devoid of color. that i’ve not seen before. the dreams also lacked the special feel that message/lesson dreams often have. so i wonder if this one was simply a plain dream where this stuff that has become such an everyday part of my life crossed over. a plain energy dream. now i’ve seen everything! : )